Another weekend has begun. I do not have any particular plans for it.
Summer is not started yet, but it's over 28° C at 11-ish PM. I'm not the only one unsettled by this, Lilla is panting too.
I need to start another chapter of my life. But I also want to try something new, not doing again what I already know.
I need to lose weight, it's now 15 years I'm overweight (the first 2-3 years) and fat (the other 12-13 ones). I tried multiple times in the past. I achieved some results for a few months but anything I maintained long term.
I'm not going to travel during my time off work this summer. I'm not in the mood and I have to save money (for paying back the State). In the past I imagined I would travel more. Ideally, once every year. That has not happened so far.
I feel I'm not doing enough in my personal life. It's not FOMO. It's a consideration while evaluating myself so far. Time passes and I'm not living to the fullest. I'm not particularly sad about this; I was in the past, now I'm just stating it.
I do not know what lies ahead. Since I'm lucky enough to live in a rich part of the world I'd say that what will happen in my life will be 90% under my control. The problem is I should take action, and currently I'm not.
"Our biggest tragedy is not knowing what to do with our lives." - José Saramago